Actually I am forced to blog now. Anyways I will blog since it has been ages. Life is rather going smoothly as well as happily. I have been aquainted with just one person but that person can give a company of a group. I am really enjoying my times. I will never forget this part of my life and I will always cherish this person for the rest of my life. To this person you know who you are I love you!!!
Shanks blogged on 3:02 AM
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I finally like decided to BLOG!!!! Anyways life has never been busy. I am so caught up with putting my life on track that I have lost track of time, my family and loved ones(including my friends). I have not seen my brother and sister for ages. I have not spoken to my mom or dad. I am so tensed and stressed. Oh well and how did I find time to blog? I actually don't know...hmmm or maybe it was just out of instincts that I decided to blog... I don't know actually. Or maybe I decided to blog because I decided to give my fingers some excercise...whatever.

So what have I been preoocupied with lately? My school I decide to start of my first trimester in Singapore because I did not want to waste time lazing around in this country. Nevertheless I can't wait to get out of here because I really need a CHANGE!!! Change of what? The environment I am in. I guess Singapore has kept me so stagnant. Nothing wrong with this country, just that I can't progress here. I will definitely miss all my loved ones, but I feel that I have to go.

I have so many things in my mind that I have to fulfill by the end of this year. Nothing will stop me from getting it done! Therefore I will go. It's April now in slightly more than a month I will probably be leaving this country. Oh well as much as I excited to leave I am really sad. I guess that's all for now............... I hope my impulse to blog the next time comes really soon....
Shanks blogged on 3:12 AM
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Eventhough we have been friends for a long time, it feels like you just don't understand how I feel. You are not to be blamed anyway. You are what you are and that's how I accept you as my friend. This post is for you to know that maybe I am just not going to be able to fit in to your circle of friends. It is something sad but thats how it is. It has got nothing to do with you. Rather it is all about me. Things in my life prevent me sometimes to be who I am. It is hard pill to swallow. When I realise that I am not being appreciated by someone who I want to be appreciated by. I just want to tell you that I feel totally embarassed when people have to talk about how pathetic my relationship can get. I know that you ought to help me solve my problems and you will. But this problem I feel cannot be solved by anyone else except me. I deserve this for not thinking twice before I make a decision. I also want to assure you that THERE IS GOING TO BE NO PLACE FOR ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP. It feels sucky knowing that I am just not able to enjoy the fun times with you and the rest simply because of this. Oh well what can I say or do? It's been this way for many years. Somehow I picture myself, ten years down the road regretting and feeling sad that I did not enjoy the fun times when it was there.

THIS IS TO YOU>>> you know who you are and thanks for being there for me <<<
Shanks blogged on 2:10 AM
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At this point of time....

Life sucks!!! I don't know why I have to go through such crap... somehow I am. I guess life's not a 'bed of roses'. I have learnt so many hard lessons through out the years in MI. I guess it was fate that brought me to where I am. Although many a times I would feel that I got myself into this SHIT. My years in MI is definitely the turning point in my life. I still have another year to go. That's if I make it through the exams(i being positive about this). I am grateful for having my parents beside me, especially my mom. Her determination and perseverance amazes me. I really do appreciate all that she has done for me so far. Although we don't share many things in life, it is rather emotionally that I share such feelings for her. I really hope I can do her proud someday.......................................................................................................................................................
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All that I can say now is : I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH<3
Shanks blogged on 8:02 AM
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Blogging again... after a long break!
I have got a helluva lot of things to say... It's been two months... I am kinda sick of life. School has been the suckiest thing ever. I can't believe that I got myself into this shit! Seriously why did I even choose to go to MI??? This is a question that keeps running through my head, or should I say my 'headlines'. It feels like this question is continuously running through my head.
Oh well what can I say!!! I got myself into this mess and so I have to clean it up myself.
Looks like the 'SAD SPELL' has kicked in... you'll know why after you see this

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These are the fun times I had... And I know that I am terribly going to miss all of them!!!
In in no time I will be standing alone at the MRT station waiting for the trai.n, it's rather awkward because I would not have Pamm by my side to irritate me. Very soon my 168 bus rides are going to be as quiet as ever because I would not have Pamm by my side to gossip with me. Morning drives to school is going to be boring because I would not have Pamm beside me to share her perspectives for Econs. Very soon I am going to lose my motivation to come to school because Pamm would not be there to bug me to go to school. Very soon I would be left with no lunch plans because Pamm would not be there to wait for me. Very soon I am going to find myself laughing alot lesser because Pamm would not be there to be clowny. Very soon I am going to lose my study mate because would not be there to study with me. Very soon I am going to have to bear all the exam stress because Pamm would not be there to share it with me.

And even before I know it! I'll probably be tearing because I will miss Pamm!

Very soon even before Pamm knows I will be sharing her joy of success!!!

PS. Dear Pamm,
All I want to say is that you have made it into my most- precious-friend list.
The only thing that I am looking forward to: is to see you bursting with joy after you receive your A-Level cert. Remember no matter what... It's all part of life......
Shanks blogged on 7:14 AM
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It has exactly one month ever since I last blogged.Today the date reads 1st May 2008 and I have loads to talk about. The happy thing is that I am not confused anymore about my driving test date because I managed to find out the date and did the test. Oh yes and I passed it!Anyway I have grown much closer to Syahira as a friend. I am thankful that she is another person who adds joy to my life. By the way an official declaration has to be made for the month of April

THIS IS A DECLARATION THAT THE OWNER OF THIS BLOG WAS OFFICIALLY BROKE IN THE MONTH OF APRIL 2008.

Going on ... I have to say that this month was rather hectic. So here's a list of the happenings for the month of April......(in no order of importance and chronology)


I am very proud of all the girls in the dance. I am also thankful for having such great friends to dance with. I enjoy every dance practise to the utmost. To all my gorgeous dance mates we will definitely be the the champions this time. We will fight mercilessly to victory!!! That's all for now......

Shanks blogged on 7:20 PM
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Bloody confused!!!!!! I have no clue whatsoever about when my basic theory test is. To resolve this confusion I called SSDC for the past God- knows- how- many times.They somehow or rather are not picking up the call I have no clue why. This thing is getting on my nerves. I hate to have things pending in my life and I want my freaking license. Today was alright other than this pressing issue. To Pavitra: I have officially given you the title of Miss MIA and crowning you as the Queen of LateComing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is rather boring at this point of time and to ease this boredom I indulge in Munchy Donuts. I would have spent half my dad's wealth on donuts. That happiness cost me an extra 5 kilos on my body.

Anyway these are the list of things that happened ever since I last blogged....

* Pamm's holiday to Bintan
*AJC Agni Finals
*Vish's Birthday
Shanks blogged on 3:09 AM
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